| A lot has been going through my head lately... I just want it to stop... grrrrrrrr... |
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| Steven broke up with me last night *relieved* and my thought is he was probably cheating because he was being totally weird and an asshole for the past month. and I was expecting it. I got an amazing bouquet of Red Roses, and a teddy bear with a new ethernet cable cord :P and a few pictures and a letter from Drew-bear for my birthday.... It was absolutely amazing and I couldn't have had a better day. I leave for home tomorrow and can't wait to see most of my friends over and over again because I miss them so much! I cant wait to talk to Drew-Bear again too... He's pretty much amazing. (I've got a huge crush on him... shhhhhhh) I think that's it. yep! Comments or not, I will not die... Keep looking up, cuz thats where it all is! |
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| So I went home with Esther this weekend, and I must say it has been a pretty good weekend. I started getting frustrated that Steven wouldn't call me after I learned he was hanging out with his friends instead of letting me know he was ok. I blew off some stem by yelling at the ewe's Peggy was milking. One of them aka Mama Mayhem kept stomping at me(hence the nickname) so I yelled at her because I was just being pissy. I talked to Drew-bear a couple of times and it made me feel better. I enjoy talking to him everyday, because I know he will listen to my issues whenever I have them (which is pretty much almost everyday) and I want him to know that he can tell me everything too.He is starting to become un-nervous (?) on the phone which is good, because he's an awesome guy to talk to.
But anyways. this weekend was like wedding shower central with Esther's best friend's wedding coming up in a couple of months. so we went to a couple of those and then got her car fixed after her little Turkey accident a couple of weeks ago.
These past couple of days I have been able to clear my mind and rethink a few things before I get home. I am not sure if they will be happening or not, because I am still in the thinking process, but we'll see what happens... I still have a couple of weeks to figure things out.............actually... no i don't. I have not even a full week this week. but anyways... I am rambling because it is 130 in the morning and I am super duper tired.
More later, if I have time...
Keep looking up, cuz that's where it all is.
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| Hey yall, what's goin on? I just thought I'd update... not much is going on... there... I can't wait till i get home this summer... yep... Comment... thanks... bye |
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| ok... how weird is this... I decided to post a new entry on Xanga... and realize that it's exactly one year since my last post.
Wow... this year has had it's ups and downs. but I can't complain too much.
I don't really know what to write on here anymore... We'll see who checks this out, because it'll be cool...
See ya later
Keep looking up, cuz that's where it all is!
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